Everything is so crazy right now. School, love, friends. I can’t wait until winter break, to be with all he people I truly want to see. I love VCU and all of the people I’ve met, but I miss all my old friends too. I always think it’s going to be awkward seeing the people I haven’t seen in months, but we always just pick up right where we left off. I can’t wait for this break from school and stress. I need it. I know everyone needs it. I’ve also come to the conclusion that love sucks, but only if you are in love with the wrong person. Some days, I try to convince myself that you are the one for me. If you were the one for me though, I would be treated so much better than the way I have been treated in the past year. I haven’t felt loved by you in almost a year now and all we do is constantly hurt each other every, single day. I’m so sick of it. I’ll always love you and miss you, but I at the same time I don’t miss the fighting and the hurt that came along with our relationship. Today has been a crazy day filled with stress and confusion. These two weeks need to hurry up and get here.